Matthew P. Haubert

Composer, Poet, Artist

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    • the things cornfields keep (2026)
    • I Have Causes (2026)
    • Alone I Cry (2026)
    • Former Lover Chapbook (2026)
    • Trauma: Songs and Poems of a Failed Life (2025)
    • A dark Past A Darker present (2012)
    • The Suicide Chapbook (2012)
    • The Writings of a Up and Down Mind (2011)
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    • Nocturnes for ordinary people EP (2026)
    • Tranquillamente:Sounds Between the Noise (2026)
    • Tranquillamente Solo Piano Album
    • Tranquillamente Sheet Music
    • Almost Alive Piano EP
    • The Fruits Of Adultery EP
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  • What Does My Brain Think Without Poison in the Blood

    October 16, 2026

    A poem from the book “the things cornfields keep”. Available free now on Amazon Kindle for 5 days.   Link…

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  • Tonight – a song about anger of life

    October 16, 2026

    This one is raw, loud, and angry. It’s a song about despair, about shouting at God, and about the…

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  • The Only Second There Is

    October 15, 2026

    An unfiltered essay on regret, memory, and the only second that’s real, written from the wreckage and aimed at…

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  • Still Here: The Songs I Wrote in 2026

    October 14, 2026

    A collection of the songs I’ve written in 2026. Some are fully fingerpicked folk, some are raw voice-and-guitar sketches,…

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  • Still here, Why?

    October 11, 2026

    I wrote this a year after my suicide attempt. It’s about the hospital room, the anger, and the strange…

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  • October Opus 1

    October 9, 2026

    New solo piano “October Opus 1” evokes the final days of autumn, when the warmth of the season has…

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  • Amphetamine Psalm

    October 5, 2026

    I wrote “Amphetamine Psalm” a year ago, in the worst stretch of my life. I had lost a job…

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  • Demon

    October 5, 2026

    Dreamingof drug-dark comas to cure myselfof the pain of the world before me. My curious mind wants to destroy…

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  • Numb to the burn

    October 5, 2026

    I’ve been staring at the ceiling,waiting for it to grow lips,whisper something.The hours keep bleeding.Heart’s a slow, ambered cigarette,smoking…

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  • Real suffering

    October 5, 2026

    I want a house with a movie-script family,but instead I’m boxed inside a drug-stained apartmentstacked high with regrets. In…

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