Childhood

Abandoned alone my childhood home

Brought and rendered evil spirited delight

My mind alone became my throne

And began my minds urge to fight

Pondering thoughts, waiting ruined for hours

My Parents who not care that never come

Then painting calming nice dreaming flowers

Just always alone and must create for fun

Tomorrow will bring a better day!

Say myself with joyess thought

Maybe my parents will love like they never say

Merely a toy, a hug, a kid, never brought

Everyday demons planted, troughout, hopeless

Ceased to be given a caring delight

Just maybe I think, my dominion a test

But sorrow that shown builds that oath to fight

Contemplating my childhood, I wont live another night