The pain works, lets me feelings go.

Helps my life exceeds in ways that I once have not known

I’m addicted to the pain, lust and the harm.

It allows everything to go away

Allows me to dissociate and leave this place.

It separates my mind from the feelings that cause my anguish.

You may see these parts as drawing attention for cause

But in reality the savior in your minds for me is a non existant flaw.

You can not help me, there is a current of thoughts withen my mind.

If you think you are not able to cope with these problems.

Try to place yourself into my shoes and live within my lies.